Jensen Ackles quarter_jensen wakes Jesse Spencer nola_jesse after this night
22 February 2007, Jensen's home; Garden District, NC-17

The bright, warm sunlight stole through a crack in the curtains and woke Jensen. Coming slowly to awareness, he could feel the warmth of Jesse in his arms and a smile spread across his lips as he moved closer, his skin touching Jesse's. He loved the feel of it. The softness and strength he could feel in Jesse. Very, very gently, Jensen pressed his lips to Jesse's.

Beating sun, warmth next to him and Jesse was smiling in his sleep. There was a faint scent to the air, something familiar and comforting, yet arousing as all hell. He could feel the shift of the bed, though his mind translated in his dream to the rocking of a ship and his grin widened. The soft kiss to his lips had his eyes flying open and a groan floating through his lips as he responded.

"Good morning," Jensen whispered, his lips pulled back a fraction from Jesse's, so he could speak. "Thank you for being here this morning," he said, and kissed Jesse again. It felt so good to wake up with him like this. They hadn't done it in far too long. Most of the time they'd spent together, Jesse had had to leave during the night, and while Jensen understood, he would prefer to wake up with him, at least as often as possible.

"Morning," Jesse rasped softly as his head fell back to the pillow and he reached out to cup Jensen's cheek. "I'm glad to be here this morning." It's different, even their times sleeping over when they were teens were not like this. "Just glad that you wanted me here."

If you were ready I'd have you here every morning, Jensen thought. He smiled and turned enough to kiss Jesse's palm, then turned back. "I want you here whenever you are able to be here," he said, figuring that would let Jesse know without him saying more than Jesse was ready for.

He flushed and curled his hand over Jensen's cheek. Jesse knew that he was the reason they were moving slowly and while he may have wanted to jump right in, he just can't...can't risk turning this into something only to lose it. "I like the sound of that, Jen...a lot." Leaning forward, he pressed a soft kiss to his friend's lips before sliding over to press against the warmth that Jensen was radiating.

"I'm glad you do," Jensen smiled. He really did understand the need for slowness for them both, but that didn't mean he couldn't wish for things to be further ahead than they were. "You feel so wonderful next to me," he said and slid one leg up, moving it over Jesse's legs, pulling him in that way too.

Twining their legs together, Jesse smiled and swiped his tongue over Jensen's full lower lip, groaning as he pulled back to see the molten green color of his friends eyes. He leaned in another inch and did it again before he bit down to nibble at the fullness. Sucking the lips into his mouth, Jesse groaned and then swept over it again, his tongue continuing into the heat of Jensen's mouth, needing to taste him on this -their first morning after.

Jensen's tongue moved to swirl around Jesse's, his moan soft. I love you, he thought as his body moved with Jesse's, merging and pressing against him. He cried out sharply when his cock moved against Jesse's skin.

Jesse groaned when he felt Jensen's body come into contact with his. The hardness pressed against his hip was too much to resist and he rocked his body toward it, wanting and needing to hear Jensen's sounds. He curled the hand in Jensen's hair around his fingers as he tugged his friend closer and devoured his mouth. One leg slid between Jensen's and he arched his own cock into the skin he found there.

"Jesse..." Jensen moaned into his mouth, and he pressed into him, needing more. "I need..." he pulled Jesse closer, thrusting his thigh against Jesse's cock, needing more..."You."

"God, Jen...anything you need...please...oh God." The way his friend moved against him, the roughness of his thigh dragging the oversensitized length of cock, Jesse growned and dropped his head to Jensen's shoulder. "Tell me...what you want, want you need." If he could, Jesse would give Jensen everything.

"Everything," Jensen murmured. "Me in you, you in me, sucking you off... all of it. But right now..." he moved and whispered in Jesse's ear. "I want you to reach into the bedstand. Get the lube there. I want you to get yourself ready for me, and I want you to ride me."

The list of things overwhelmed Jesse a bit, but once Jensen brought it around with something immediate that he could do, could think about, Jesse smiled and rolled back to reach for the lube, fist bringing out a couple of condoms as well. He dropped the condoms on the bed and then flipped open the lube to cost two fingers. Reaching behind himself, he lifted one leg, foot flat on the bed as he reached back to press the fingers inside, wanting and needing to stretch himself fast.

"You are so damned beautiful," Jensen whispered, just watching Jesse. It's not that he couldn't have got him ready, he just had felt like watching him in the moment, and now he was, he realised why. The way he moved, stretching. He was perfect, in Jensen's eyes and heart. "I'm so lucky to have you," Jensen said.

Jesse flushed as his fingers slid all the way in to the last knuckle. A groan, a shift of hips and his head tilted forward, cock bobbing at the barest of touches to his prostate. Raising liquid eyes to Jensen, he pulled them from his body, slicked up three and pressed them in without hesitation. "For your eyes only, Jen."

"Mine," Jensen whispered, unable to keep the word silent any longer. He wondered if it was truly possible to be jealous of three fingers. But when those fingers were inside Jesse, he figured it was allowed. "Maybe I should get a picture sometime," he half teased. Not that he was really serious but... he wouldn't mind, either.

"A picture?" His voice rose a bit on the words and then he groaned at the hot look in Jensen's eyes at the very idea. "Maybe...I could be persuaded." His lashes fluttered down with an angle change as he pressed against eh nub inside him. "Need you, Jen...it's not enough." Jesse pulled his hands away from his body and he shimmied down the bed to lick and nibble at Jensen's cock, wanting him to be out of his mind before Jesse climbed on him.

"Not enough..." Jensen ageed and then Jesse's mouth was driving him out of his mind, and as short a trip as that usually was when it came to Jesse's mouth, it still caught him by surprise, his hips tilting up to give Jesse better access to his cock, to do what he wanted. "Jess... love..."

So good... The thought rattled around in his head as Jesse licked and nipped and suckled at Jensen's cock. The way his friend's lashes shuttered his green eyes when his head tilted back on a moan had Jesse groaning along with him. Everything about Jensen was gorgeous, sex drenched in these moments and Jesse's hips rocked against he bed until he couldn't take it any longer.

Pulling back, Jesse tore open the condom and slicked it down, over Jensen's cock before straddling him and grinding his ass down. "Guide me, Jen? Please." He did not need the guidance, but at this moment, he wanted it with every bit of his body.

"Yes..." Jensen nodded, still half on the high from Jesse's mouth. He moved, his hands settling on Jesse's hips and helping him. His cock was pointing straight up so all he had to do was get him in the right spot and whisper. "Now, love..." and press his cock against Jesse's hole. "Now."

Jesse waited until he could feel the blunt end of Jensen's cock pressing right there and with a groan, he pushed down. The way his body just opened up for Jensen had him groaning, head falling back as he let his hands caress the warm muscles quivering across Jensen's stomach. It was so good, almost too much for him and he paused once his ass was settled in the cradle of Jensen's hips.

"God. So good," Jensen understated as he felt Jesse right there, with him. His hands moved up Jesse's arms and he just luxuriated in the feel of his lover. His lover and Jensen was still so surprised and grateful that they were here, like this, that he didn't lose this. "Love you," he said, looking up at Jesse. He moved, slowly, his hips circling.

Not ready for those words, not yet, Jesse smiled down at Jensen and groaned when the hips beneath his circled and pressed, pushing his lover deeper into him. "Go, Jen...you feel so good." So right. The thought shook Jesse, irrational fear welling up that he would lose this now that he had it. Leaning forward, he arched his back and rocked his hips before pulling up and up until just hte head of Jensen's cock breached his body. With a quiet sigh, he pushed slowly down and down until he couldn't go any further. Determined to draw it out and enjoy every last second, Jesse kept their rhythm slow and tortured, sweat breaking out across his body at the strain of holding them in check.

"The way you feel..." Jensen whispered. "It's different than before, and the same," he didn't even know exactly what he was saying. Not really. "Want to stay like this always," he murmured, before pushing up, just a little. He rested his hands on Jesse's back and squeezed, sure he would leave marks. But it was all right. He gasped, his head thrown back and he closed his eyes for just a second to feel Jesse more.

When Jensen pressed up, Jesse gasped and ground down against him. "God...Jen...more, please." Raising himself more quickly this time, Jesse dropped his hips faster and harder, intense need clawing at the base of his spine. He urged Jensen to move again, to thrust against him, to make him feel his lover inside him.

"Yes, more..." and Jensen knew he wanted more, so he thrust up, harder, needing to feel Jesse too. His cock pushed deeper into Jesse, and he could barely feel the condom, Jesse was too hot and he needed him too much for the thin barrier to really feel like one. His hips moved faster as Jesse pressed down.

Jesse rode Jensen with his lover's help. Finally, he couldn't take the pace, the almost there quality of it. Leaning forward, Jesse pressesd a hot kiss to Jensen's mouth, nibbling on his lower lip before burying his head in Jensen's neck for the briefest of moments. He leaned back, hands going behind him to brace on Jensen's thighs. His hips moved then, raising and lowering, slamming down against Jensen in a race to feel everything.

"Fuck!" Jensen cried out, his hips raising to meet Jesse's, the pace so fast he was only half sure he was still on the bed. "So tight... so damn good!" he moaned and pressed up, again and again and again, lost in a fog of lust and need, where the only clear thing was Jesse.

When Jensen's cock slammed into him, slipping over his prostate and sending shivers up his spine, Jesse's eyes slammed shut and he clamped down around his lover. Shuddering, gasping breaths and he repeated the motion once before grinding hard and coming all over Jensen's stomach and chest. "Oh fuck...god, Jen...oh god."

"Ye...yes..." Jensen moaned out and let himself come into the condom once Jesse came. "Perfect..." it had been, completely and utterly perfect. He pulled Jesse gently down and kissed him. "Wonderful."

Letting the tension drain from his body, Jesse collapsed forward onto Jensen, kissed him abck and just went boneless against his lover's solid, warm body. "Wonderful." he echoed as his eyes slid shut to savor the moment.

And again the words welled in Jensen's throat. "I love you, Jesse." He went silent after that, just snuggling close to Jesse, listening to him breathe.